oh cool. time are so gonna be filled up with school stuffs. who says that march holidays are supposed to be fun? perhaps for you, but certainly not for me. the term 'fun' that i used can only be described by playing with the cute application stuffs on FB. or watching movies from demand TV. yes indeed. ayah just got to know last week that our Mio TV plan actually consist of two years unlimited demand TV movies / dramas etc. OMG. i swear, that is effing awesome! ho ho. therefore, i've been watching quite a number of movies i've been wanting to watch since few months back but never got the chance to. i'm waiting for slumdog millionaire to be in the list. come on mio, you gotta have it for me.

alright alright. the truth is, i can't spend all my day this whole week of holiday on TV screen. mother sure gonna curse me. hehe kidding. did i tell you that i have tons of home works? plus, i need to prepare and revise for the coming up tests soon *faints*. oma, i must start revising soon. it's like five more tests to go before everything ends. woohoo. some freaks told me that it's cool for not having any continual assessment examinations. cool shit huh? tell you what, these freaking test are even more scarier and harder than any CAs. really, this is no big fat lie. it's for real, actually. it's just the lazy attitude that keeps bugging me not to touch the book and will just treat those tests as some ABC tests. and home works some more. yeah, home works. malay karangan (why do i keep having this karangan home work sia?) and GP tuitions practices / home works keeps haunting me relentlessly. thank you for reminding. but i still can't get my fingers and mind to start working. as for that problem i've been having, i've decided to allocate my tomorrow for revising my GP, upcoming tests and ah, anything else. i couldn't remember any more than that at the moment. and yeah, it's not gonna be in this confined room obviously.

speaking of GP, i think i'm losing some faith in it (don't worry, i am not gonna give up on it). it's just that i'm quite slow in catching up with Mr Tong's teaching. heh. i admire his fckg cool methods used for GP essays, but i sometimes find it hard to apply what he has been teaching us in my essay. really, i wanna quit being such a slow asshole. practice, practice and a lot of practices. that's all it needs, right? oh and yeah, i'm afraid that i can't make it for the SOT's crash course this wednesday. mother had already approved me to attend the course but, this little Afiqah is being so fussy and wanted to change her tuition from Tuesday to Wednesday as she's going to wild wild wet with her family. cool or what. so mimi fyd and nananey, go learn some cool tips and share with me. nyeahahaha.

on a lighter note, i sometimes feel that i hate pouring days. i do love rains, actually. but raining days really creates more butterflies in stomach. it's not like it's bad to eat but it's just making me grow more and feel chubbier and fatter each day. i keep wanting to eat every now and then. and i don't really eat meals like rice or stuffs like that. in fact, i keep on eating crappy junk foods like chocolates and prawn crackers. hehehe. it's irresistableeeeee. speaking of chocolates, ayah keeps on buying me the wrong chocolate for the past few days (yeah, i've been asking him to buy me Crunchie everyday on his way back from work). instead of getting the right Crunchie, he bought Crunchy and i-cant-remember-what-but-it-has-similar-name-to-Crunchie. he said that he keeps forgetting the name so he just bought anything that has similar name to the word CRUNCH. ugggghhhh. can die uh.

by the way, i'm not forgetting my K O R E A N stuffs here. hehehe. i'm really falling for Nickhun. been watching Idol Army and, ohmygod, he's so adorable and freakingly hot. *drools* (sorry minho sweetheart, i won't leave you anyway. HAHA) NICKHUN AH, WHY YOU SO HANDSOMEEEEEE. lol lol lol xDD and oh yeah, i'm falling for Hyung Joon too (:

anyway! GUYS, DON'T FORGET BBF EP 20 TONIGHT! (or in exact, tomorrow) *SQUEALING SCREAMING JUMPING ROLLING IN EXCITEMENT*

and oh, anyway! i've registered & paid for A-levels *dies*. guess what? first paper falls on the first of June. take note, 1ST OF JUNE, everyone. bloody awful. i am so not ready yet! *screams*

Hort Park & ANC! here i commeeeeeee! wheeeee *jumps jumps*

okay, okay. that's all.

P/S : it's not fun without it. hmmm~

well, nobody knows what this tiny heart feels deep inside.