now i can sit back and relax a bit that i'm done with revising for tomorrow sastera's test. it's the last test, for heaven's sake! alhamdulillah, i am glad that the past tests was all fine. er yeah, tomorrow is the last before the holiday starts really soon. which means, we're gonna have more tests when school reopens in the next two weeks time. aha, it's damn alot. U.Fiqh, U.Hadith, U.Quran, Tafsir and Hadith. wah piang, that means that my holidays are so gonna be fucked up with revising hahhh. wah piang again, sure b-o-r-i-n-g. i know i shouldn't utter this way. mother sure going to kill me if she knows i've not yet started revising for A's. she'd been giving me free lectures lately on how i shouldn't waste my every seconds of life, and that i must start preparing from today onwards, bla3. and she will start to take the top students as examples which is the part i hate most. who doesn't anyway? thank god that i have such a better life support. dad will always steps in and said that she'd be proud of her daughter no matter what. awww, that's my father.

speaking of A's, Maarif had already registered us as the '09 candidates *screams out loud* !! what freaks me out more was the news from Cikgu Dibah saying that we are all sitting for H1 malay also. like, whaaaaaaaaaat?! that's gonna be our first paper and guess when is the paper? it's in June, eh. wah piang! june is drawing really neaaar, around three months more. can cry ah, can ah can ah. =______________=

it'd been long since i came down to Mukminin. i feel bad for not helping out in the past activities and events held. how i wish i could convince mother that i could actually balance my studies with other stuffs. i am trying to look on the bright and positive side that both my parents are deciding these things for my own future. i've been giving myself self-motivations *chey* that it's all for my own good. perhaps i won't realize it now. maybe someday. yeah. hmm. and i was given the last words already. so i will not be seeking any more permissions from them. which also means, i may not be joining the upcoming leadership camp next week. can cry can cry ah. what to do. syurga di telapak kaki ibuu, knkn? LOL. HAHAHA. macam fahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmm~

I MISS MY SHINEE DEARIES. can ah can ah *giggles*