i somehow wish that i don't have a stomach.
hehe. i hate stomach pains, especially during periods. today is my first day and i experienced the most excruciating stomach pain ever. but i am absolutely well-known with the fact that i won't be able to eat as much as i always do without the present of stomach. there's a lot more things human can't do without a stomach. so, i should at the least to feel appreciate of God's creation giving me a stomach. therefore, i have to bear with the consequences and stop grumbling about it. and stop crying when kena stomach pain eh marina. hahahaha.
thank you to particularly my dearies atiqah and hafizah, for the help and care. thanks for assisting me all the way to the sick bay, for the warm water, for applying some oil on my legs etc. thank you okay korang! syg korg eh! (: and yes, thanks to sakinah and the rest for the concern. i'm feeling better although there's slightly a little pain. mwah mwah <3
and yes, i was given the chance to escape from tauhid's test just now by resting in the sick bay. hehehe. lol lol lol! xDDDDDD
i love the windy air, lately. it's cooling even under the hot sun. however, i still do get irritated by winds at times. it's too windy and it's messing up my scarf (school scarf). gaaah !
on the lighter note, i wanted to highlight something that initially was not really important to me but it now seems to be a problem that i can bear no more.
first and foremost, i can't tolerate with demanding people. i don't understand what are their problems? first, they want things to happen in their way. and if it doesn't meet with their expectations, they got themselves sinked with emotions. and i, pathetically would be their victims of dissatisfactions. how naive these people can be.
i'm tired of having people approaching me and asking me about it. what do you get by telling people this and that? yes, they are your friends. but i don't see the needs of telling everyone about it. i'm sure that you are unaware of the human's habit. i have a lot of trustworthy friends around me, too. prolly more than you. but i don't go around telling everyone about what is and has happened. even if they ask me about it, i'll keep my mouth shut. i don't understand, seriously. i've had a lot of people asking me about it. where else could they know about what happened unless you are the one who blurted out everything. maybe, you should learn how to keep some secrets by yourself. and, respecting others, especially.
and please, accept the fact that we're not meant to be.
and, stop harassing me, can you?
there's so much of small little things that you did that makes me dislike you, and i'm sorry.
yes, i do changed. however, it was not until i saw your true colors.
*stomach pain*
okay, i have my AQ to be done by tonight. and, my U.hadith assignment to be ready before tomorrow, also.
by the way, do watch Forum Perdana on TV1 tonight. chey, mentang² lah aku pegi. hahaha ;D
p/s : i won't let it go. i really won't.
ICBG <3